how can I love the Lord & have faith?

[mosheli]

Well if I trust God/Yeshua it can only be trust that he will fix some of the worst mean cruel hell constant wrongs, not trust him believing I will/might suffer them for rest of whole "life". And it is not easy when suffering ongiong constant daily hell wrongs like a ringing sound going all day and night. You and others don't seem to realise/understand how hell it is having a ringing sound going all day and night every day and night, and other similar constant daily hell wrongs. I am trying to see how I can trust/focus on Yeshua, but its not easy with such constant ongoing hell.
I don't want to waste/drain your time and effort etc anymore so let's leave it here and see what happens.

[alon]

Dec 8, 2020 18:09:32 GMT -8 mosheli said:

Well if I trust God/Yeshua it can only be trust that he will fix some of the worst mean cruel hell constant wrongs, not trust him believing I will/might suffer them for rest of whole "life". And it is not easy when suffering ongiong constant daily hell wrongs like a ringing sound going all day and night. You and others don't seem to realise/understand how hell it is having a ringing sound going all day and night every day and night, and other similar constant daily hell wrongs. I am trying to see how I can trust/focus on Yeshua, but its not easy with such constant ongoing hell.
I don't want to waste/drain your time and effort etc anymore so let's leave it here and see what happens.

I don't pretend to know what anyone else is going through. Everyone around you must hear that ringing too, but if you are suffering any kind of mental problems (not crazy, just your brain chemistry messed up a bit would do it) then what to them might be a minor nuisance to you could be a real problem. And I do not want to pressure you, because the decission is entirely yours. So yes, we can leave it here or pick it back up later, at your discretion entirely. Like I said earlier, I am leaving your account active, so coming back will be as simple as posting.

Dan C