Shalom Chaviva7,
I guess the first thing I would like to do is to ask you whether or not you prayed about converting to Judaism before you made this post?
We all are beginning to realize and see Gods work in and through the Jewish people in recognizing the mashiach as Yeshua, and the wonderful riches found in the olive tree of Messianic Judaism. However, the main thing that you must consider is what is the real motive and purpose of converting to Judaism? Or what is the main reason and purpose in accepting Yeshua?
Orthodox Judaism does not recognize Yeshua as the Messiah, and regardless of what others might think there is only one way into the Holy Place and the presence of Almighty Father.
Judaism might answer some questions but it well never give you what you are looking for. The gifts that come from God are Peace, Forgiveness, Love, Understanding, Restoration, Assurance, Boldness, Grace, Self-control. Our ultimate goal is not to become Jewish or President or the member of a church or a synagogue. Our ultimate goal is to experience Elohim, and the way that we experience Elohim is in how we serve God and others.
There is a verse in the book of First Peter that goes straight to the heart of the matter in question:
"Forasmuch as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold, from your vain conversation received by tradition from your fathers.
But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot:" 1 Peter 1:18 & 19The traditions of the Fathers ,although not bad, refers to the yoke that one takes upon themselves when converting to Orthodox Judaism.
Sometimes the simple fact that Yeshua died for us seems not to be enough. When as the end of this life you stand before God, you will not be judged on whether or not you became a Jew, but whether you accepted the atoning sacrifice of Yeshua or not.
Not that Judaism is bad per se, but your faith and confidence should not be in Aliyah or Judaism but in Yeshua. This is like saying "your sacrifice is not enough" to God. It is like saying that Yeshua is not enough.
Whatever your desire is in life, if it is to make Aliyah it is a noble desire, trust in God and He will provide a way that will not put you in such a bind.
Rav Shaul (Paul) tells us to remain in the situation that we are in when we are called. Why? Because then Yeshua who calls us does not become enough but our self efforts based on the works of the
, or of Judaism or of membership to a church.
When Paul tells us about His accomplishments in life he puts them in this light:
In Philippians chapter 3 he begins by telling the Philippians to rejoice in the Lord in verse one. Then as you continue to read in the chapter he begins to give a caution, and one that might point out certain things that do steal your Joy in Yeshua.
In verses 2 & 3 he tells you to beware of a particular groups of people who pressed the issue of conversion to Judaism and circumcision for salvation.
Then he begins to tell of his own accomplishments in Judaism in verses 4-7, which as you can see some are sensible accomplishments given he is a Hebrew man.
Now when we get to verses 7-11 he starts out by pointing out that these accomplishments although required in the
, he counted as loss. He explains his position further in verse 9 by emphasizing his faith is not in his own righteousness which is by
, but which is by faith in Christ, and by what He accomplished on the cross.
Then in verse 10-11 we see the true reason in accepting Yeshua in answering my own question above:
"That I may know Him, and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings, being made conformable unto His death. If by any means I might attain unto the resurrection of the dead"This should be all our goals: Serving Yeshua and introducing people to Yeshua, Sharing in the fellowship of His sufferings, Loving
and following
(not in our own strength but in His), and placing our hopes in the resurrection of the dead.
You do not need to become orthodox to follow
or Go to Israel but Just trust in Yeshua. I believe that there will be some spiritual consequences for a number of reasons if you convert to Judaism.
Shalom sister and I hope that you do some serious praying and reading of scripture before you make any major decision in your life regardless of the decision.
Jesse