a question?? and my thoughts.

[yiska]

has anyone here feel like they are close to death and tried to fight it because you feel you are not ready to give up the world just yet?

Have you ever felt you have cheated death?

just asking because I "think" I have come closed to feeling like my spirit is trying to leave me on several occasions. What does this mean? Or perhaps it is something else that I am experiencing?

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I have fought a good fight trying to be holy and good in his eyes and believe me when I say... the love he has for us is awesome because I know he is working on me to become the way Gd wants me to be. I am being molded in his eyes to his perfection and to me that is what I am striving for. To be like him ( yeshua )

I know I am not perfect I say that with confident but know this... Yeshua knows I am perfect in his eyes. To me ... that is enough, but still we all have so much work for us. I thank Father for having patience with me and loving me the way I am.Gd is the most Loving Father and I am proud to call him my Abba my father.

What an awesome Father Abba is ((( hugs to Abba ))

[alon]

Jun 19, 2013 11:17:41 GMT -8 yiska said:

has anyone here feel like they are close to death and tried to fight it because you feel you are not ready to give up the world just yet?

Have you ever felt you have cheated death?

just asking because I "think" I have come closed to feeling like my spirit is trying to leave me on several occasions. What does this mean? Or perhaps it is something else that I am experiencing?

Sounds like it may be depression and/or demonic attack. I'd recommend talking to a psychiatric specialist (not some quack MD that thinks he knows what he's doing) and see what is going on. If you can, find a believer who is in the profession. I see a Nurse Practitioner in psychiatry, and often get better medical advice and treatment from him than any doctor. My mental problems; w-e-e-e-e-ll, you be the judge!

God has cheated death several times by getting me through a whole lot of idiotic endeavors. I've also experienced demonic oppression that took me places I didn't want to ever go! Both the recklessness and the oppression were probably made possible by a genetic condition and chemical imbalances (which is what I see the NP for- and my PA is ok with that). So getting checked out for these problems is important.

I'll see if I can find the name of the condition. I can't ever remember it. Heck-fire, I have enough trouble with my own name to remember medical names too! But that way you can ask before you go in. They have to test for it, and not everyone will do it.

Meantime, I'll put you on my prayer board.

Dan C

[yiska]

thank you for answering but I dont think its demonic, i dont feel evil spirits at all.

I know whats wrong with me, I had to go to an MRI and a spinal tap the last few months ago and it turns out my spinal tap says I have MS and my blood work says I don't have MS. So my doctor who is neurology gave me some meds to help my nerves to calm me down. I think its panic attacks that i had.. right now ... I am okay since the meds I have been taken are helping, hopefully I will not have to lean on them.

This attack happen to me back in Feb. It was awful and I do not , I repeat, DO NOT wish that on anyone. Could be a demon attack... perhaps... but now that I am getting help and praying as my friends from the congregation and my family has been praying for me.

I have been truly blessed to have such a loving family and friends who have been looking out for me in my time of need. I am getting better each passing day , Praise Abba! I still have some work that needs to be done, but I am so thankful ABBA is there for me in my trying times.

Thank you for your prayers, please pray ... I need all the prayers to help me get through this.

[alon]

Jun 19, 2013 15:46:24 GMT -8 yiska said:

Thank you for your prayers, please pray ... I need all the prayers to help me get through this.

Can do!

Glad you at least know the problem. Sometimes that's the bigger half of the solution!

Dan C